Ok first off I'm not really excited but I can't see the icons to change it so yeah. But no I'm really actually quit crushed.

Ok so I've talked about Chad a couple times on here. Well we finally started dating about 4 weeks ago. We broke up 2 weeks ago because he said he wasn't ready for a relationship. That part I understand. He just got out of a really abusive and horrible relationship so I understand that he needs some time to heal and figure things out. But what I don't understand is the fact that I've been through Everything with him. I've always been there for him and I have to say it really hurts when I tell him that I'm not going to leave him and that I'm not going anywhere and he pops off and says things like "I've heard that before...". It really does. It kills me inside to know that he's comparing me to he last girlfriend. When deep down we both know that I'm NOTHING like her. Why can't he see that I'm not going to hurt him and treat him the way that she did. I just don't understand what reason he has in his mind not to trust me....i just don't understand.......